I want to be, want to be, loved just like her,
But still, I don't get it, don't get it, I just don't get it at all

I stared at the girl on the other side of the screen,
Thinking to myself, "her smile is so cute",
But that's not all,
She has everything that I don't

Sometimes, she
Starts pouting, or gets scary, and then everyone is happy
I want to be like that, I want to be like that,
Because surely, that is salvation

If they were to praise a smile I stuck on,
I don't even know if I would be happy
Just like that girl, I want to do everything
Absolutely correctly on my first try

---I don't get it
---I don't get it
I just don't get it at all

I want to be loved just like that girl
Smiling, crying, pouting, and getting mad,
Those rapidly switching emotions,
It's just a given that they're all real

Yet I can't seem to take off this smile,
Smiling, people-pleasing, then breaking apart
My feelings, made of lies that I spit
They're all fakes, a simple illusion

Hey, I really, really, hate pain, but
Hey, please gouge out this face of mine

Even a little, I want to be selfish---
---I want that
---I want that

I want to be loved just like that girl
I want the entire world to love me
I want to be loved just like that girl
I want to be loved, no matter what I do

Ugggghhhh --- I want that holiness, holiness
My feelings, my feelings, break their cage

Ugggghhhh --- My inferiority, inferiority, is destroyed
My feelings, my feelings, disappear

The merchant ran away with my basic emotions
"You can't just do whatever you want!!!!!!!"
I tried to say that, but at this point I don't know how

No matter what I do, I can't seem to figure out
The right way to act to be praised
I just want it to be "right" to be able to speak my mind

---I don't get it
---I don't get it
I just don't get the entire world

The girl on the other side of the screen shouted,
She shouted something I don't really understand,
But everyone seemed to "comprehend",
Nodded, and said their agreements

I want to be like that, I want to be like that,
I want to become that sort of being

I want to be loved just like that girl
Smiling, crying, pouting, and getting mad,
Those rapidly switching emotions,
It's just a given that they're all real

Yet I can't seem to take off this smile,
Smiling, people-pleasing, then breaking apart
My expressions, all made of lies,
I'll destroy them all---

Hey, I really, really, hate pain, but
Hey, please gouge out this face of mine

Even a little, I want to be selfish---
---I want that
---I want that